Valentines Sucks. All these hearts hearts all around – I hate them that they’re all making me puke. — NAHH!! I know you wouldn’t believe that I said that 
These past days (and these past few posts), I was all negative. So I refuse to be angry this time. It’s the season of *love*. It’s time to submit to romance sometimes.
But thank God that Valentines fell on a Sunday! And on a new year (Chinese), so I would have reasons for being dateless. That if somebody would ask me, I would say it’s sunday, it’s family day! 
Before, I used to get excited and gush gush over valentines day posts and usually came up with a “list”. It’s been what, n years… I really didn’t get to have a valentines date. So I always end the day with a list of “requirements” for “the man”. Now, I’m not doing anything closer to that.
I won’t make any lists, nor make any wish. Honestly, I don’t care. I’m not bitter. I’m not hating the people for celebrating love. I don’t know if it would happen to me or something, like if somebody would be giving me flowers and all, I know I would giggle. It’s still me. I’m pro-valentine season.
But I got tired of hearing or seeing too many cliches. Maybe because of the tough times, or the accumulated broken hearts, or my insecurities. And it scares the hell out of me. Because I really don’t want to be that monster, whom every year, would find reasons to hate valentines, or the idea of love. A mockery of what I would become if I continue being this – the valentine monster, and I will eat crazy-in-love people alive. Scary!!
I know the feeling of being in love. It’s fantastic. And I know that a part of me is still longing for somebody. Somebody that would give me balance. You know, I hate the world, and I love it too because there’s someone who makes me feel it. Shallowness at its best
Anyway, Ive been longing to perfect this song in my guitar since my blogspot days – Another Day by Mojofly. I’ll post my video *faint* once I get to perfect it. It’s been my theme song ever since, too. Hehe, always loved this song,
My guitar’s out of tune again! And it’s difficult to find (and bully) someone to tune it.
Happy Valentines Day everyone!
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